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I wouldn't give them all my blood. You'd always leave me a pint if you were really you.

Delivered: a bar of soap (lavender, peppermint, or unscented) and a small jar of thick moisturizing hand cream for the dry winter months that smells heavily of honey and birch, tester recipes from Nat with a note listing all ingredients in case of allergies and: Happy Holidays, thanks for being a Guinea Pig xo Nat

A hand-drawn card with a cat firefighter wearing cool guy sunglasses on it, and a few belated handmade Christmas cookies.

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I don't feel like drinking tonight.

Can’t decide if I really do or really don’t. Probably means it’d be a bad idea

I still have one of the joints Arlo gave me for my birthday if we want to just fall asleep. Or have a panic attack. The first one gave me a panic attack and Niko had to save me with Pixar but I'm sure that won't happen a second time.

As fitting a tribute as that’d be. Maybe we don’t risk the panic attack

Wow where's your sense of adventure, why don't you want to delve into the darkest pits of your soul and drag all the fears and insecurities lurking in the corners into the light

Because I’d still have to work later?

You know the schedule is my child and I could easily make Jonah take your shift.

Or we could just go sit on a roof or the old camper or take a car and just go stand in the middle of a ravine and scream. That doesn't preclude working later.